To my dearest friend "x":

Even though I know you hate me to call you like that is the only name I can say to you, and to think this might be our last chance to talk, even if it's a letter, it gives me some permission to call you that way. I never knew ho you where really, and I know, that if everything go as planed we'll never have the chance to see each other again, so, if we ever see each other, it means there are troubles. I don't want troubles, but I will surely miss you, your company and protection kept me alive in many ways, I wish I could do something more than just say "thank you", so as my last present, I'll give you my personal diary and my last pictures inside this digital memory, I leave in your consideration witch parts are to share to the world or not, but I'll also leave you my password and my username for my blog, please, I beg you, if you ever have the time or get tired of doing the same, if you ever miss me or think about me as a trouble, write the pages of my diary onto my journal on the date I wrote them. I've loose so much, so many friends, I miss "him" so much too, he didn't deserve that...and I think you know it.... and to think I was so naive to believe this was just a business trip.....I've could never imagine what will become of it, surely the nightmares will follow me for the next years and decades, but you are protecting me, I know that, even if I don't see you, you are there, sitting on the rooftop like every night, or at very least I like to imagine that, to being able to finally sleep... And as I said before, to my dear friend (because that's what you are to me), thank you, I will never be able to repay every thing you have ever done, but if you ever need me, you're maybe the only one ho knows where to find me no matter how deep they buried me onto the bureaucracy of a country that's much more like those big enterprises they say to fight than what the public really knows....to think once I was a fool, and now I'm a pawn in a bigger game, a tool to them to do as they please... So that's it, I don't want to prolong this letter too much, since I know you don't like to read, I will miss you, that's all I have to say before leaving to an unknown destination...and if we never meet again, to know you, it was worth it, you are worth it, no matter what, please remember that.

Yours truly.
Kate.